Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Confessions of a People Pleaser
Yesterday morning I was wide awake a little before 4:00. No matter what I tried, I couldn't get back to sleep. So I got up and headed down the hall with my kindle. As I began to quiet my mind and my heart I read the daily word from Jesus Calling. The first sentence hit me right in the face and penetrated my heart: Find freedom through seeking to please Me above all else. It went on to say that when we allow the expectations of others to drive our efforts our energy is "scattered to the winds."
I am a people pleaser. I want for everyone to be happy and when people aren't happy, my nature is to lose sleep worrying over how I can fix it. I have learned though, that I cannot and will not make everyone happy all of the time. All I can do is the very best I can do, but the most important thing I can do is to honor and please God. Yesterday morning after my quiet time I got to work making those last minute lists and busying myself to try to cover all of the bases. When I would feel the "what-ifs" clouding my thoughts and my mood I heard God say to me "Abide in Me." Could it really be that simple? Abide in Me. If I abide in Him, in His love, in His promises, in His truth I have His peace. Simple? Yes! Easy? No! But it gave me some perspective and reminded me why I do what I do. Staying connected to Christ is critical. It also reminded me of the source of my strength and of my very being.
I hope that children, volunteers, parents, everyone has a great time this week and that they come away from VBS having had a wonderful experience. However, the true measure of the success of the week is whether or not God was glorified through our time together and if His kingdom was furthered because of it.
The first two days of VBS this week have been fun and fruitful. There were things that happened out of my control that weren't perfect, but they were handled. At the end of the day, I think the bigger success was that in the midst of the imperfections I found peace and was able to calmly solve the problems.