Friday, September 23, 2011

Heaven's Newest Alto

Today my heart is sad and a little bit heavy.  A friend from church who has been in declining health went to be with Jesus last night.  While I am happy for her and I know that her body is now whole, I am sad for what we lost here on this earth.  Carole was involved in the children's music ministry, playing piano for our children's choir when I was in it and we played handbells together.  She was also in the adult choir and when I was invited to come sing with them as a teenager, she took me under her wing and she taught be how to sing alto.  I was by far the youngest in the choir and I was a bit intimidated when I first joined, but she took care of me.  I wasn't sure I could sing alto, but she told me I could and would turn and sing extra loud toward my ear so I could hear the part.  In fact, she sat be between herself and her good friend, splitting the two of them up so that I could sit between the two strongest voices and learn.  Before long, I did learn and it was such a joy to sing with them.  She couldn't stand still when she sang and I loved that about her.  She always sang with such enthusiasm.  As we sat together, we developed a special bond that lasted for many years.  I began to talk to her about things going on in my world.  I told her about boys I liked, what was going on in school, and the like.  She never treated me like I was some silly kid or acted like my teenage drama was insignificant.  She always really listened to me and I loved that about her.  She listened to the on again, off again high school drama with Hubby and offered advice.  Years later when I told her we were going to be married she wasn't surprised.  I'm pretty sure I got an "I told you so."  As I sit here and I cry, I know these are selfish tears.  I know that heaven has a new choir member and she's singin' alto.  I can see her foot tapping and her body just a dancing as she sings.  I just miss those special times we had together and I am so blessed that she has been such a special part of my life.

6 comments:

  1. Such a loss on earth, but Heaven's gain for sure. Sorry for your aching heart.

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  2. What a sweet entry about a lovely lady. What a day that will be when our Jesus we will see and be reunited with those gone before us.

    Blessings for a beautiful weekend!

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  3. Right with you Rachael. Mom kept me informed and told me yesterday Carole had passed on. Though her passing is sad, I have to smile at all the funny ways she taught us about music, a strong foundation for both of our lives! There are many people in my life who I am thankful for the music they have brought into my life and she is one of them. I know you know the list of others, too (Betty Sutherland, Deb, Paul, etc.). You and I have a special bond with many people in that church that God put in our lives at the right time. :)

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  4. I'm sorry for your loss, and glad that you have the comfort of knowing she has passed on into eternity. {{{HUGS}}}

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  5. I'm sorry! The worst part of grief is that you have the head knowledge that she is in an AMAZING place, but you still got to work through all the yuck that comes with her not being here. Prayers sweet friend

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  6. A very nice memorial to this woman. It is wonderful that you had the time to build such a wonderful relationship with her, as I'm sure you impacted her life, as much as you feel she did yours.

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